Hello 2009

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009




Goodbye 2008..


can you believe it? it is already year 2009!! seriously, tis yr seems to pass shoooo freaggin FAST!


first i was sent to NS


then to INTI


then back home for break


then INTI again


then break...


now...2009!


yeah..i noe whoa!





it had been a great n kinda awful year for me..gonna miss it, really! well mayb not everything..


ouh..i'm starting to feel oh so emotional now.. whY? cuz i miss evrything i had before tis year..oh excuse me, last year..


yeah..it is already the past but why am i thinking back ? hmm..


cuz they're great memories? yeah they are..mixed a lil of bitter...





sometimes i do wished that how good it'll be that we can bring out the bitterness in everything sweet things..bt the truth is, it is the sweets that cause more pain in you than the bitter...





watever it is,


i was told by a friend


move on....move on move on..


yeah! i noe..tryna do that ! n I AM GOINGG TO BE GOOD IN IT =)


tho those nites that haunt me wit memories appear to me kinda often this feww days..why? i noe..why.....better it is with me than to say it out





anyways, no matter how much u miss it, you stil hav to move ahead..ryte?





I am blesssed to have these memories with me..both the good n bad..


i admit, they hurt but it is worth it=)





so..ppl...


we'll strived for the better...this year!!





i really really really hav to work hard!!!


oh oh...to my family n freenz too of all ages=)





start all newly...=)


i'll bring some olds wit me, definitely

MUAXSSss!

Leave the bad, bring the good and make it even better

22nd DEcember 2008

i had a blast ystd. it was sonia, my dear's bday..the youngest!!
finally................she's 18!!!!

i'll summarize it super short for today, as i'm terribly...........tired!

okay..
we played badminton,
yesh..i improved! haha... in return, sore arm n body..thank you very much!ha!

and nite
we went friends cafe..oh oh oh!! we got the top floor..!which is only only for us..no one else
we laughed we joke we took weird funny pics...all sorts of funny stuff up thr..laughed ALOT!!!
yes...alot!! haha...it was FUN!! nvr had such great laughs for shoooooooooo long!!

aft that, off we went to GOGO ktv, the jetty
nice place..
thr, we sang our heart out..ouh! it was FUN!.
in the end, most of us end up wit sore throat.....haha..

the whole day was reli reli great...fun....=)

yeap! that's the summary of the summmary of sonia's bday..short huh? haaha
pics? gotta wait then....soon to put em up...

tagged by Sonia Fernandez....happie now?

1. What’s your ambition?
erm...to be honest, i don't know.

2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
definitely friends

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
i'm nt that desperate to die kay...

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
nah-ah..i dun lik it

5. How many babies you want?
2.. givin birth ain't easy..n raising them-worse! *btw, sonia, ur kids are the saddest kids eva!! haha*

6. Favorite perfume/fragrance?
no specific ones...but, estee lauder n CK are reli nice smelling

7. What do you think will be your greatest downfall?
not being able to have wat i dream of?

8. Do you believe in eternal love?
yea

9. What's a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to you?
uhm... i'll keep it to myself..hahah...
well, a perfeect bf is wat every gals want=)

10. What are your bad habits?
erm...im nt sure bout tis..haha

11. Is there anything you wanna tell the people who hate you?"
screw u!

12. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
duh~ ofcuz!! especially those that are close to me....*you know who u ppl are=)*

13. What do you hate most in others?
givin me "the look"

14. What do you crave for the most currently?
A HOLIDAY!!

15. What features/quirks do you find totally sexy on a guy/girl?
eyes, nose...n mouth.haha! n yeah, the way he carries himself...

16. Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words.
she loves.............PINK! ahhaha!! * eheh...totally the opposite way!*
she's sarcastic..
lovely
puny as me
has this reli funny laughter..haha!!
my dear....etc etc etc...
she's jz great=) but bad in updating u with her stuff, missed out lotsa interesting things.haha

17.What have you done to yourself to make yourself happy?Today?
hanging out wit me buddies...

18. What will you become in another 10 years to come?
a wife, and successful person? hhaha...

19. Whats your guilty pleasure? (something that u usually wun mention out loud)
i'm not sure bt tis...

20. I tag:
everyone...

another day passed...
well well...today wasn't bad, so was ystd.
went out wit sonia and bting...and...yea yea...we talked alot..haha..as usual.
but
we managed to catch Bolt
superb movie..*sonia, i won't bash u up!*haha

nothing much actually, just another day, another outing wit my friends...

hmm...
what am i gonna do tmr?
tv tv tv tv tv.............
urgh
i feel so lazy....
haha

but
wel..tis week's gonna be my resting week
haha
my week to be LAZY! wheeee~


twilight time...

so long ppl...buh bye

ahh....
sweet sweet home...

few months ago, i've planned wonderfuul plans on hw to spend my 1 mth holiday....

BUT


things never work out as what i hope for, want for

ive heard ppl saying

never ask for what you want, but what you need

i need tis holiday!!

but why doenst it turn out to be good?

oh wait....
tis is jz the 1st day..dumb...

but, 1st day....

didint go well to...
well it does, but not like wat i wanted


few plans were cancellled...

i plan on going out wit someone, but...unavailable cuz of.................*i'll keep it to myself*

and now...
i'm kinda lost...

*ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....................................................................................................................................................................*


how i wish i can shout out loud!!
aha....
no worries...
screw everything!!!

why bother???!

often i told my mum, why bother......why why why?!!


and now...?


why am i being so F up with it?!

anyways,....i'm cool here!

the exam stress ain't over yet...MUST be!


chill~

bye ppl,

i have a journal that states down evry sadness/happiness i have.
i have a journal that reads everything i write.
i have a journal that knows everything i know.


Finals just finished, and i am...
yes, i am excited to be back home...i am back, btw
however, what so ever excitement i have can never be 24/7
why?
journal, you know why.

dragging on things that supposed to be over....
what do you think about that? waste of time?

i never thought things would end up to be feeling that awful, welll, mayb only me feeling that way...sometimes, i feel extremely dumbass to be feeling that sad , awful...etc....
but then, to think of the happy side, the bright side of things that might happen,
they NEVER happen...

seriously, i have no idea why....why do evrytime....when i actually think of the good side, happy side...the optimistic way...things jz don't turn out the way i hope....why?? anyone can answer me?


for all of it that happened, or do not happen....

the only result is....

me feeling useless...
owh...i'm not lonely!!! i have my family and friends!!

why would i feel that way??

thanks to YOU!!!



i appreciate a welcome...




oh...thanks ppl, for reading my crap~