awesome post from Rachel
read it=) it might help us in life....
it makes so much sense, but i haf to admit that im awfully stubborn to follow=(
well, we..okok. i..i noe i should be doing this and that and not this and that..but im nt doin the i-shud-be-doing stuff, instead i go for i-shud-not. eg: IM SUPPOSED TO BE STUDING NOW!!! *GREAT!*

well, just read it aite=) it's good..

dang! 2 weeks had passed.... That means, we are left with one week of holiday which means exam's drawing nearer to us. okay, that sux!
I've been wasting hell lots of my time during this holiday. Dad's non-stop naggin bout me needing to start studying/revising my work has been going on and on for this 3 weeks=( . I know! He's doing this for my own good, but why can't I get myself awake to see the mess I've gotten myself into, after that horrible horrible AS.
Teevo had alwayssss been there for me for these 2 weeks, hehe. He had..hmm mayb is a she..anyways, i prefer it to be a he, yea so he sticked to me, or shall i rephrase it, I stick to him almost the entire day! However, damn Astro doesn't like to give out goood movies for me=( , still...whether there are good or bad or boring or stupid shows going on, i'll still stick to him. i've turned to be a couch potato=( I dun want to~ seriously, i dun like to be tat laaar...hehe. forceed to neee....*innocent*

something cool i did was..ehem! bake cupcakes!!! woohooo~ they taste great!=D am shoooo proud of myself!!!
sorry, no pics was taken=( but trust me, they do..................DO taste gooood!
hahaaaa

alryte, alryte!!! i gotta get back to my books!
ciaoz

viv

Yesterday,

22nd Aug 09' , my aunt called us( me mom n dad) to go for a dinner at Pay Fong High School for a dinner- Melodian's Charity Outreach. This dinner was organized by the peranakans of Singapore and Malaysia.To be honest, the dinner was kinda...boring, but the cool thing about it is tat they have dances not performance kind of dances, but they have a dance floor=)/ BUT.....the ppl that dance are..haha..old ppl heh. man n woman. ooh! i tell u....dun look down on them haar.. they CAN really dance. and not jz line dance, they can even dance those hot hot dance. and and and...they can reli shake their bodaaaysss..

line dance.love it! =)t

the slow dance. aww...those old couples are shoooo cute~ hahaa..

oh~ there's this stage performance by a group of dancers called The GP Dancers. haha. u noe wat's so special about them? heh...they're ehem! ah guass..

i tell ya...gals will dieee....to haf their bodies.=( sorry, no pics were taken .

well, overall, everything was alryte... food wasnt tat nice.watching those old uncles and aunties are pretty entertaining. ooooooooooooooh!!!! i forgotten smtg! i saw my ex-principal thr, dancing=) ooh! she can really shake haha~

tats all for tis tym.. til the nxt post..ciaoz

\viv\

HAPPY!! for now, that i'm home. YESsssssss~ finally i'm back. need to get my head straight for these coming few weeks



the haze is bad!! really really really bad.............my shirt smells each time i step out.=( tats how bad the haze is now...take care ppl...~
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cy popped a question to me. surprised, tat i never had thought of it bfore.
it's not that i do not want to tell out wat i think, it's that i find it rather difficult for me to put them in words and sometimes, i find it better off without telling out. better for you and me. mutual benefits, u noe..
yes, thr are times i regret for not telling. tis contradicts man....
how nice wud it be if i can spill evrything i want ppl to noe...how nice wud it be if ppl knows how i feel and wat am i thinking. sonia, will tat be?

7 weeks had passed! and u noe wat...that had been the most happening 7 weeks of my time in INTI. how long haf i been thr? 1 year and out of that 1 yr, i had had the most eventful 7 weeks thr. thanks to em'=)many things had happened for that passed 7 weeks. good and bad...u name it. but i think most of them are pretty much of the good side haha. parents might kill us for all of the good things we did, but hey...tats wat we do in college ryte? heh. my sis gonna kill me instead=(
anyways... im glad tat i know these ppl, tho we met kinda late, we're kinda slow in making frens huh. still..it is indeed better than never ryte.=), nuff said.


there're things in life that we gotta do for the best of everyone. whichever decisions we make, might end up hurting someone, that someone might be yourself or someone else. whoever it is, once made, we gotta make sure we wont regret for wat was made.
choices...that's wat all of us have to do. good or bad? right or wrong..? i don't know. rationally...yea,we haf to....
think rationally huh. arhh...i'm wrong i'm wrong i always have been!!

Puny here's sad. I have no idea what's going on with myself. I feel oh-so-paranoid about everything=( it sarks! I just want to go home. Really in need of you girls with me now.. and home! i need my mom, i need my dad and i need my sis!!! *sigh*

For every good things, there'll definitely be something bad behind. For every bad things, there'll definitely be something good behind. yea yea..i KNOW! but what i'm having now is simply HORRIBLE! =( i neeeed help here , girlsss...i just want to hang out wit y'll!

YES, i had fun here...the friends here are great...but i missed y'll. i NEED TO TALK!!!

oh oh..im going back malacca tmr!!!!

viv

the world is in sucha mess. abused. bombs. rapes. robberies. terroism. any kind, u name it. wonder where on earth does the word 'peace' ever come from, to exists in this world. it just came to my mind about how horribly this can be. how humans had turned into. said,' we're here for your benefits' ahh..bullshit! truth is, thy're just doing those 'good' things fer yourselves.
mind me, i'm just spitting out wat i think, suddenly..=(
what are we doing to ourselves? our lifee....? living for your own, or....for othersss??


what made you laugh today? who made you laugh today? who made you pissed? who made you cry? who made you moody? who made you see things clearer today? are you a better person today than yesterday? or are you worser than yesterday? are you a lil more matured today than yesterdaY? what good haf you done today? .......... =(

people i care...good night!

signing off....

viv