Saturday, January 9, 2010

There are times when we asked ourselves ' what are am i doing?' ' who am i? ' 'whats going on with my life right now?' etc. etc...

These are the times when we feel extremely lost as we do not know where are we heading to..
Altho, things seems to be all right
Altho, everything seems to be in place..
yet am just feeling something is missing. Apart of me don't seem to be there with me which am not sure what it is or what are they. Am i thinking too much again? Yes, i know i'm suppose to be controlling my mind, controlling the things that i'm thinking about before they start taking over my emotions. I'd been trying so hard to be that person that knows how to control my own thoughts, my own feelings. bad new's i failed in doing so.

i feel so lost right now

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

My health is deteriorating...sigh.
What's wrong with me...?

Wednesday, December 9, 2009


Amazing,
realizing how fast time flies...
just hope time can fly in jet planes; hoping i need not to suffocate myself in any of these any longer....

Soon I'll be venturing my life in another new path..
Starting everything newly....
Let's just hope things will turn out all right......


Faith is all i can count on now..*i think*


signing off,
Viv

Thursday, December 3, 2009

Patience pays it all patience pays it all patience pays it all patience pays it all patience pays it all
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Patience pays it all patience pays it all patience pays it all patience pays it all patience pays it all
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Patience pays it all patience pays it all patience pays it all patience pays it all patience pays it all
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Patience pays it all patience pays it all patience pays it all patience pays it all patience pays it all
Patience pays it all patience pays it all patience pays it all patience pays it all patience pays it all
Patience pays it all patience pays it all patience pays it all patience pays it all patience pays it all
Patience pays it all patience pays it all patience pays it all patience pays it all patience pays it all




but what if we are just fooling ourselves ...when things just end up the bloody way?
pieces of memories



and i realised the only person that really says he'll always be there, is the one that i've known long ago...but there's no more turning back ... we just gotta open our eyes big enuf to see what kind of person we're into don't we? rather than, telling ourselves lies after lies just to make ourselves better of the path we've choosen. we're just learnin our way in life... it sucks!
life just wouldn't stop fucking us...neverending.......


Viv

Monday, November 30, 2009

hello boredom


talking about boredom...urgh. Recently, am finding so many things to do for me to fill my oh so free holiday. sadly, i'm just tooo lazy to do the things that i'm supposed to be doing that's packing my things..which i've been planning to do for the last few weeks. haha. Mess is all i can say about my life now. fml.


half done=)



oh btw, this is one of the little things i did=) puzzle! the qi-kek-ness of doin puzzle haha. the satisfaction i get after getting it done is just so pleasing... but it does take up lots n lotsa patience.. sis and i did the above puzzle...





people did so many things wrong that they are not aware of,
they just need others to hit them on their head to make them realized it.
however,
it doesn't mean it's that easily to get things back to normal after realizing it....
it's easily said; but not easily done...
all the best to all...
love,
Viv.

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Maggi Chicken Stalk

I was shopping in carrefour with my mom tis afternoon..and we saw smtg really umm...funny heh.
mom wanted to buy chicken stalk..but then Maggi had 3 similar types of chicken stalk. the only different thing is they're in different language @.@

mom was wondering whats the difference between these 3...
and this was what i told her..

Viv: the mandarin one...is for chinese...the Bm oneee is for malays...the english one...is for those that duno mandarin n malay..hahahaa....(jokingly..ofcuz)


Tuesday, November 24, 2009