Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious

to know quietly rather than splattering it out. it took 10 over years to keep it, making it as tho i know nothing, but i do. so at last, it's time for me to know. don't know what kind of feeling am i supposed to show. surprised? Oh yes...i was i was...surprised that i was told in such sudden. feeling extreme guilt too. sigh.. there's nothing for me to do anymore. it is indeed too late.

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things happened for many reasons, reasons that we may or may not know. who cares ryte. if that did not happen, am stil being called .... and as for her am supposed to be called as his( another person ) ... and now look.. am no more. so as urs. nvr did think bout it bfore until it was mentioned. it gives the creep and and goosebumps to me, and sadness tends to climb up. it doesnt show, but it was felt. so how long will this feeling stays? it had stayed in me for darn dead long!!

oooh!!