.anger.horrified.shocked.disappointment.

die u, emotions.
die u, concentrations.
die u, problems.
die u, die u, die u...

pride concurs most part. lost it, kills it.

Tuesday

30th June 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

~SHEUE LI~

Sweet and loving dear sheue li. she has the most undying personality tat make us love her! teary teary gal.. she cries kinda easily=( haha.. ouh! i reli hope what we did, DID surprise you. haha. well, i've said wat i want to say to u d aite. so...

we just hope you had a great one this year!! *hugs n kisses*

WE LOVE YOU too!

p/s: do rmb the kiss i asked for haha

.love.

Viv

From left(top): yi ching, eddy, jackson aka big bro, and sorry i forgotten ur name=(

(bottom): cha yee, peijie, vivian, jiaqi

Saturday, 27th June 2009

simply a wonderful night out!

eddy picked us up at bout 10 plus, left inti at around 10 plus near 11. hmm..okok. guess it was exactly after 11. Malaysians we are=( mayb not me haha. yeah..off we went to Times Square. ooh! whn was the last time i went thr?
had a blastful shopping day hehe. tho ntg much were bought, but the awesomeness of having friends together hunting for dreesss, trying out dozens of dresses. fitting in and out of them is sooo cool! haha..loved it!

helped out qiqi to hunt for her dress, n cha and myself for heels hehe. it was extremely tiring to try out oh so many pairs of heels. size 4 size..size7 size8 size size size.... i pity the salesboy. bet he find us extremely ma fan. helping us out with shoes..getting the sizes. and he even gave us his opinion of the heels aww hw nice of him=)

and and and...jackson brought us to this wonderful beautiful oh so gorgeous place-lookout point. hmm..i think tat place is called tat. neways..tat place is jz simply beautifuL! having out dinner looking out at the night view of the whole kl. imagine that!

had our dinner thr, yes it was expensive. well, we paid for the view =) shud be alryte..
went up to this pondok,quite a high one, to see the view...and smtg tragic happened- peijie's handphone.

im sure u noe what happened


after that, off we went to putrajaya for the night view. oh me goodiness....the bridges were oh so pweety... putrajaya is way...different from wat we see in malaysia haha. even the lamp pole nicer

jokes, laughters were everywhere during the whole day. so yea... great day!=)

however, the day didnt end well, for me. still, thanks for the day=)

signing off

vivian

viv

wake up!

.....please...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MARIA=D

aka, Rachel Ong!

buddies since form1. She's amazingly..blur. and also famous for her non stop laughter haaha

bet ya, this is the one birthday you'll never never forget, and if u do, well...beware! haha..

ouh~ someone gt prank by Fly.fm ryte. haha..seee...no one forgets ur bday kay. WE LOVE YOU!

dun u ever think we'll neglect u aite...

as i told u bfore,

let's make this vry day the new chapter aite. no sad sad d ah..haha. u sad one time we smack u one time ! haha.

We love u loads!

HAPPY 5th BIRTHDAY!! hehe

Friday 19th June 2009

I DROVE! hehe.. yeah, i know it might not be a big thing for anyone of u out thr, but hey! it was for me kay. it was fun actually haha. without mummy thr frightening me each time=)

ahh yes! Sonia came to my hse at about 1059( according to her ) but i think she was late haha. neways..we reached dp at 11 plus walked around dp n mp few times, talking laughing..haha.

soon at about 12, met up with rach and off we go to sibaraku. yes japanese food! aha u guessed it, we talked! we laughed we gossip? oh er..exchange opinions! haha..we were so bloated after the meal. and thanks to rachel! she made us laughed and laughed and laughed soooo much til our stomach and chest hurts=(

rachel aka maria, our maid=), holding the coke for me to drink.

oh! and she screamed!!! in the mall..ahah..thanks to mr moth=( so paiseh noe.hehe. oh and she frightened an elderly couple too.kesian them. non stopped laughter continues til in the cinema. shyt wei...everyone in the cinema was looking at us crazy girls..laughing for duno wat reason. haha. rachel was toooo afraid to sit at the side. she wouldnt want to exchange seats wit me or sonia=( haha..

cuz of that! we couldnt resist to kacau her bout the old lady in the movie oh yar..btw, we watched drag me to hell. it wasnt scary, but shocking.

i noe...it's so evil of me n sonia to tease rachel so much bout that old lady. hehe but it was sooo fun! we had hella fun ! rachel was so scared that she tricked us to teman her back to her car hehee..

hey rachel! remember remember to tell that old lady we say hi each time u see her k=P

hehe. she might hate us for that! =(

they made my day=) it had been a long long time since i had such laughter=) they're just amazing people to be around with! love u girls! =D

read sonia's blog on this=) im sure it's much nicer than mine =) http://boredomstriked.blogspot.com

" do not leave someone for someone" said by someone to me long ago. "feelings can find back"
so where should i find mine??

to know quietly rather than splattering it out. it took 10 over years to keep it, making it as tho i know nothing, but i do. so at last, it's time for me to know. don't know what kind of feeling am i supposed to show. surprised? Oh yes...i was i was...surprised that i was told in such sudden. feeling extreme guilt too. sigh.. there's nothing for me to do anymore. it is indeed too late.

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things happened for many reasons, reasons that we may or may not know. who cares ryte. if that did not happen, am stil being called .... and as for her am supposed to be called as his( another person ) ... and now look.. am no more. so as urs. nvr did think bout it bfore until it was mentioned. it gives the creep and and goosebumps to me, and sadness tends to climb up. it doesnt show, but it was felt. so how long will this feeling stays? it had stayed in me for darn dead long!!

oooh!!

yes! the picture said it all. i am, indeed BORED! AS has come to an end, and here's where my one week break starts. what am i supposed to do for this week?? damn...i am seriously bored!

apparently wat i do for the whole day was, sleep eat tv lappie movie csi songs......what else can i do? all of my friends had started their class. dears...come pui me.............

Fun-filled trip to Kukup. June 12-13 09'

filling my time with fun rather than filling it wit misery.

bags were packed, and everyone meets at E block at 8am=) everyone seems to be soo excited. you can see it tru their faces haha.

sadly the guys are such malaysians..we depart at about 8 45, had our breakfast in mcd( yea, unhealthy!) finished at about 9 smtg and off we go !

it doesnt feel tat exciting during our journey there tho=( it took us about 3hrs to reach thr. ahh...it was..hmm..a fishing village! haha!! had our lunch bfore checking into our house. it was freakishly hot !! the weather almost killed us=( haha..

well, the place was really relaxing=) with the sea around..c'mon anythng around the sea is BEAUTIFUL! tho i admit, tat place was kinda dull.hehe..but anywhr with friends will always be FUN!

let's jz skip the whole journey aite, im jz lazy to blog about the whole thing

Lets jz say, the whole thing was great=)

Announcement!

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sorry for the inconvenience, blame the constructor=P
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owner,
viv

It's the end of my AS exam.yay? yea...yay~ But why am i not feeling what i think i'll have? it saddens me actually. the thought of it, that it had finally come to an end

oh c'mon!!! it's the last day of AS!! am i not supposed to be happy???

Chemistry paper 2 was a disaster!

DREADFUL

oh how can CIE set such ppr? all our hardwork, all our late nights might turned out to be a waste of time.=( sigh.. please oh please...I DO NOT WANT TO RESIT! if i were to resit, things might get even tougher, with A2 and AS together?? hellll no!

6th June 2009; Friday=)

Went out with sonia, bting and rachel today. surprisingly, rachel reached on time. hehe. well, we tricked her=( told her we'll meet up at 715 but actual time is 730 haha..instead, i was the malaysian one, sorry, i was soo malaysian today, but it wasn't my fault kay.................. haha!

So, we met up at uncle john. hmm..nothing much to eat thr, flipped tru the menu several times yet couldn't make up my mind wat to eat. we shall nt go there anymore! haha..

in the end had myself a claypot yee mee and ice coke lime. the food wasn't tat bad=)

as usual...we talked and we laughed..and yeah! we gossiped! haha.. "hey! what are u talking about me??" haha.scary huh...we should lower down our voice next time yea=p

at about 10, we decided to continue our 'dinner' at ong kim wee's satay celup! yees yesss....rachel ordered her 'long long sihum' * inside joke* hehe.. as always..we talked and laughed again! man oh man..it had been ages since we actually laughed this much! especially when we were in the car...rachel and her 'nose up' laughter! hahahaa... fuunnny! and and..sonia's funny gesture! hehe..after that, non of us wana head back home, so we decided to head back to sonia's hse instead. watched some youtube videos on britain's got talent. not long after that, 'hello, daddy' time to go back=(.

yeees! it is great to haf these ppl around=) we can just laugh on anything, anything ! especially rachel...haah. even if we dun find the topic fuunny, she will..and when she laugh..well..u'll definitely laugh! she's like filled with laughing gas.hahahah! it's a good thing tho.

It is amazing looking at how happy some happy couples can be. Guy say, i love you, girl say i love you too, you mean the whole world to me, you're my angel, you're my statue,...etc etc etc. then, *snap!! * let's break up! huh? what about, you're my whole world? i love you? yeah, you can say how much love means to you, but when it comes to ending a relationship, it feels like some jet plane just flew passed u. that fast! the next minute, he/she is with someone else., telling the same oul thing..i love u; you love me. i find it pretty weird that people do things like these, free and easy. as if it really doesn't mean anything to them. what is love to you? the thing is, they even say out loud to the world the meaning of love....... if you know, if you UNDERSTAND the significance of it, you'll be the happiest couple everrr....unfortunately, many many people don't.
even to those that think they know, well, i don't thnk anyone knows it perfectly. neither do i

hurt hurt , pain pain...tears tears....they sark!!! and when u come to ur sense about all those tears u've wasted, u strengthen yourself, never to let urself cry for that particular person anymore, or...even the future guy/girl. however, these pains tends to bring fear to u too=( courage and fear comes together.the fear of stepping out again. OR some even feels that , what's the point of being together, when...everything said, may nt mean anything in the future. heck that! the bloody thing about this is, some people couldn't get themselves out from their past. hmm...they have to tho. we can't live in our past can we? takes time.
to me friend that's in this ugly................process...wake up k! that guy is not worth ur every bits of tears!! SCREW HIM! he's an idiot to do that to u=(

yes! things happened for a reason or mayb reasons. i'm not gonna get mushy mushy here bout hw much i am grateful of me friends=D.
thank you people!!! you know why? why ? why? eheh...i know can i=) just accept me 'thank you'
you you and YOU!!! you guys know who you are...=) hugs~

advices give, time given...err..unfortunately shoulders were not given. haha..

p/s: oh! to my friend, we're gonna help u kay...no worries aite. trust me, things will be okay!=D smiles ~

signing offfff.....


love
vivi