Simplicity. How much does it affect your life? Complications? trully life is kinda eff-ed up now. why? i missed the old times. the times where we need not to think of soo many things, everything was kept simple. and and..you know wat? everyone was happy! now, we gotta think of this and that, this and that. urgh. it's just so not right! had had enough of all these dramas in life. we're complaining here, yet we have no idea how fortunate we are right now. Humans are never never never satisfied with what they possessed. we have this, we want that. we tend to compare with others, what's worse is that we compare with those which are better than us. hmm, why can't we ever thought of those tat are worse than us? mayb, by doing tat we will feel alot better, er not alot better or even mayb, but definitely feel blessed with everything we have now. rather than putting our puny minds on things that make us looking ugly in any way. yes, by comparing with the better ones does make us want to improve on ourselves, but i dun see any good if we were to compare so much with others. why can't we just live for ourselves and not others? we are just never satisfied with what we have. that's freaking saddening for all humankind. ouh~
we're what? just 19 yrs old? we have soo many many more years ahead of us. why aren't we learning from what we have now? why do we tend to make everything seem so complicated and end-of-the-world kind? why do some of us thinks things as thought it doesnt matter at all? why do some of us thinks smtg is impossible to reach but the fact is it is? why do we want to act we're like grown ups but the actual fact is we're far far far away from it? why do we want to act child-like when we want others to think we're matured enuf? why are we not appreciating what we have now? why are we not appreciating the friendship we have now? why can't we ever ever learnt from our mistakes? why do we keep on repeating the same mistake over and over and over again? why do we think things soo simple yet we thought we think it complicated? why can't we stop bitching bout others and for the first time think of wat others think? why can't we be mature enough to understand the world around us? what are we going to do with our life? what is the purpose of us being here? what kind of future do you want? what are we supposed to do with ourselves if we screw our life now? why are we disappointing our parents over and over again? why can't we think of how our parents feel each time we're about to disappoint them? why are we so hard-headed? why do friends bitch about friends? why do we want to make each other upset when we hate ppl doing that to ourselves? why are doing things to others that we nvr want others to do the same to us? why some friendship are not the same as some other friendship? why can't we treat some ppl the same way we treat some ppl?
how much does it worth of ur frienship to your friend? does he/she thinks the same way as wat you think of the friendship you all behold? and the list goes on and on....................
by all these questions, it is obvious that i can't live the life of simplicity. haa! don't tell me neither one of u thought of all these bfore.
we're not living by ourselves, we're living among ppl, ppl of the same kind. never ever let something spoils a relationship, any kind-friendship, family, romance...any kind. =)
yes, we'll get pissed off at ppl at times, but why do we want to keep that anger in us? it doesnt feel good at all. we talked about how much we appreciate on this and that, hw much we appreciate something, but the truth is, how many ppl actually meant what they say? what is the probability of you being near to what you said?
truth is, we're all afraid of facing the truth, facing what we are about to step on. we're just afraid to tell the phobia we have. the pride in all of us. if only, we can be brave enough. we are tormenting our own souls. we are given chances,what we are now depends on how we use those chance. choices are given too, so make wise choices and nver regret on it even if it turned out bad.who knws, in 10 yrs time, u turned out to be a billionaire all thanks to tat bad choice u made? haha!! who knows who knws.....
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the haze is bad!! really really really bad.............my shirt smells each time i step out.=( tats how bad the haze is now...take care ppl...~
sigh~ daddy probably gonna be disappointed again. holidays are coming too. which means, this sem gonna end soooon. WHICH means....a-level's gonna finish.WHICH means...i'm leaving INTI soon. beat that! seems like i just enrolled ystd. haha. blardy fast huh.
