hello boredom

talking about boredom...urgh. Recently, am finding so many things to do for me to fill my oh so free holiday. sadly, i'm just tooo lazy to do the things that i'm supposed to be doing that's packing my things..which i've been planning to do for the last few weeks. haha. Mess is all i can say about my life now. fml.

half done=)

oh btw, this is one of the little things i did=) puzzle! the qi-kek-ness of doin puzzle haha. the satisfaction i get after getting it done is just so pleasing... but it does take up lots n lotsa patience.. sis and i did the above puzzle...

people did so many things wrong that they are not aware of,

they just need others to hit them on their head to make them realized it.

however,

it doesn't mean it's that easily to get things back to normal after realizing it....

it's easily said; but not easily done...

all the best to all...

love,

Viv.

Maggi Chicken Stalk

I was shopping in carrefour with my mom tis afternoon..and we saw smtg really umm...funny heh.

mom wanted to buy chicken stalk..but then Maggi had 3 similar types of chicken stalk. the only different thing is they're in different language @.@

mom was wondering whats the difference between these 3...

and this was what i told her..

Viv: the mandarin one...is for chinese...the Bm oneee is for malays...the english one...is for those that duno mandarin n malay..hahahaa....(jokingly..ofcuz)

can anyone tell me whr cn i get a necklace like tis??

The night we climb up

The night we sat together..

looking upon the lights of the city..

looking upon the the city..

while others are in their dreamland.

hand in hand...

we sat there..

We talked throughout the night..

We talked about our lives...

We talked about how we want our lives to be..

hand in hand..

we talked throughout the night.

The calmness in my heart is indescribable

my heart beats beat by beat...

It felt so calm as i sat right beside you...

but underneath that calmness

hides the fear..

of you leaving

hand in hand we sat..

the stars upon us shone bright ...

as we looked at the lights of the city...

The memory

you gave me can never be shade away..

beneath this smile

hides the tears..

in this cold night..

i wished you're right beside me as how you did that night..

the warmth..

the memories..

Will there be any chance for this memory to go on...?

as long as possible...

I hope....

I'm having some kinda of brain-clogged these few weeks/days...sigh

So many things are popping in my mind...it's sooo congested now...i can't even think properly anymore. i need to find something peaceful to do..something that can really calm meself...heeelp!

this week is just pain in the ass! no...it's ten times worst than that.

monday- physics4 and maths 7 aka stats

wednesday- chemistry 4

friday-physics 1.

the worst is having that 2 blardy science together.

i'm having sleep deprived!

i can't blardy sleep!

my head just coudlnt' stop turning...

my heart beats tremendously fast...

my body is dying...physically i'm sooooo bloody tired~!!!!

other than my studies, my head my mind just couldn't stop thinking of that thing tat haf been bothering me for months!fml...

i juts hope to stop the time and lemme get things done! wtf..

having everything half hanging is just soooo stressfull...especially on the things i care much for...

if things just can't be done, i rather stop watever connection i haf with it. sigh..

but i'm nt willing to let gooooo.......wtf

i need my sleeep.......................just stop my head from thinking when i slp pleaseee.........!!!!

Portray a smile, a sincere smile

Portray laughters, a sincere laughter

Say things as you mean it, to gain sincerity of others

Do as you say you will, to gain trust.

Once a promise;sincerity is not done or trust,

things will not be the same for the days ahead....

i've told myself today am nt supposed to feel any negativity

even tho if it's nt wat i feel happy about...

but.....

remember the previous post i posted about hw happy i was when i received this from my roommie?

well......

my roommie's gonna be so so so disappointed with me when she sees this..

i accidentally knocked down my water bottle and my water bottle hit it...

soo...

it turned out this way =( >>>>

trippo !

dang! The recent exam is definitely getting my head upside-down. not only my head but my health and....my room! omfg! my room!

This, is not my bed nor izit my clothes rack, but my roommie's. know why i post hers?

simply because, mine looks soo much teruk than hers!=(

anywhoo, you can't blame me for not cleaning slash pack my room. exam laar..i gotta pay 101% on my studies!* innocent smile* besides, i DID sweep and mop the floor last week. i think that's good enuf. talking about exam, hmm i just sat for my chemistry ppr2 and ppr 5. i won't say it's that easy nor will i say it's killing. overall was alll...ryte.. there are definitely few sub-questions here and thr tat i do not know , but i think i did pretty well to get a better result compare to the last time i took for chem2. ppr5.? well..it's easier than wat i expected =) yay me!

oh since that chem2 is oveer..i'm kinda relax nw, tho...the important and killing ones are due NEXT week. all together. KILL ME would you. oh due to the super streess and tension i had for chem2 n 5, i slpt at 7 morning, and woke up at 1230 prepared myself for 215 ppr. sooo, after ppr5 i've slpt fer...more 12 hrs i think. omg! since 730 til nxt morning...9 plus. heh. but, hello, am nt tat pig-like, i did wake up btw the hrs. so i dun think it's tat bad. hehe.

compare to yeo liren! i'm considered good. he slpt at the same time as me, but continue slping for 4-5 hrs after 2 -3 hrs of waking up. honestly, i think..he was borned a pig in his past life. haha. a fat one! know why? well, he's tat skinny now, like really...skeleton-like skinny, so i think God decided to take away all his fats from his past life hence, made him tis skinny! *evil laughter*

i know, it's nt tat funny=(

oh oh cha yee broke her sandals ystd.. by..i don't know how she did it.aha.sandals broke, slipper stolen..tat means...shopping!! yay us!

we just can't wait for the exam to end....we'll shop til we drop and and mr yeo liren wiill be our loyal driver to bring us thr? puuhhhleasssee??

neways..no matter if he will fetch or nt, we girls will be going for shopping for sure!!

ahh! the exam streesss is killin all of us inside. and..cha's craving to club is gettin' higher and higher...and and she's influencing us!! clubheads? no we're not..it'd been a vry vry long time since the last time we went kay....enuf said!

recently, i've been gettin soo many scars =(.

i have a few on both my knees, and also a bruise on my right knee and...i got a scratch on my finger..for hangin my clothes on the hanger! =( *sobs*

it hurts when i bathe...

oH! have i mentioned that my current desire now is..........

3

2

1!

leaving my hair reli reli long!! dang ~ well...as long as i had it when i was in hmm..form 4?

yaya..tat long..or mayb longer!=) don't ask me why such a sudden..i just felt like it. i envy those girls with long long hair...they hav the patience to wait.

i've been having tis short hair for quite some time. it's time for a change baby! yeah! =P wish me luck!

this is me. at my current length=(

yea i know, loooooong way to go for my hair to be looooong

and also..i also want a wardrobe change.double dang!*dang dang!* heh..

P/s: i'm nt gonna whine about how horrible my days have been..

i'm not gonna complain about how unfair life is towards me

i'm not gonna brag about how terrible is my prob and your(anyone, ain't pointing my fingers on anyone) prob is..

i'm gonna say....

today, i'm gonna blog on a happy post!! cuz i want myself to be happy rather than bloggin on those emo shit posts! * smilessss*

i don't care how unfair is my life doing to me, well atleast for now slash today

i am gonna be happy! *smiles again!*

cuz

i don't know how emo shit will i get. my emotions are smtg like ridding a roller coaster. one word- SCARY !!! booo me.. FYI, i'm freaking scared of roller coasters. unfortunately.=( but i'd try.. one or two..or mayb 3

anywayss....

mmhmm mmhmmm....i'm gonna put a smile today!=D

life will never be fine to you everyday; every minute.

why do we want to torture ourselves with the frown??

we still gotta live tru it anyways..

so why not put a smile while facing your problems? =)

Unable to .....

THANK YOU

ROOMMIEEEEeeeee.........

=D

A Little gift from my dearest roommie, sharon=)

She's sooo sweet! she made tis herself!=)

hahaa..i'm loveeed.. heh..